Hujan

Hujan tiba2 lebat.
Sama lebat dengan air mata yg membasahi pipi.
Berkongsi cerita dgn insan yg kuanggap kakak, membuatkan segala rasa yg ditahan, melimpah dlm bentuk linangan air mata dan esakan yg tak terbendung.

"Maybe korang takde jodoh" - kakak.

Rasa diri ingin bersatu dgn air hujan saat itu, membiarkan ia membawa pergi segala kepedihan.

"I dun know whether i have strenght to face the reality, even i know it is impossible"

-FY-

Reason or Decision?

"Mmg syg.. maybe rasa makin lama makin complicated" - A

wif dat, aku menangis lagi.

as if a checkpoint for us.
as if he's ald tired.
as if he can't take it anymore.
as if i'm no longer in his heart..

kenapa sukar sekali aku mengecap kebahagiaan?

-FY-

Why i ignore him?

Have been 3 days now..
i didn't reply his msg..
my heart ache each time he refused..
my heart ache each time he say "NO"..
my heart ache each time he's like half heartedly msg me coz busy wif his work..
my heart ache for simple promises that he had broken..
but,
Ignoring him make my heart hurt so much..
I MISS HIM.

-FY-

TIME

A - Past & Present. Both different. Totally two different people .

Ok, tanak ckp pasal past A. What important now is A in the present.

A, my A? ntah, susah nak cakap becoz it is too too too complicated.

He's different now, i think.. but not his fault, coz his busy. he love his work.

but apparently, his change.

YESTERDAY - TIME & MONEY.

 

TODAY - MONEY.

I dun want his money, just dying to have his time, his attention BACK.

Just TIME. 

 

 -FY-