Prince Charming

Last nite layan balik TWILIGHT part 1 & part 2..
nk menjernihkan mood..
yg x berapa nk jernih sgt.. hihi

So, sgt terasa diawangan time tgk..
Aissshh, he's so damn 'gorgeous' plus loving and extremely attractive! haha..
OK, not Robert Pattinson but Edward Cullen.

kan best if my love story pun kind of 'special' mcm tu..
wish someone out there waiting for me like him.

Fall deeply into d character..
SO DAMN SWEETOS!

hmm..
bila la nk jumpa prince charming mcm tu..
note: I like d FAIR one.. :)

wanna be like Bella...
Maybe only in my dream..
Prince charming, where r u?
Penat dah tunggu ni..
But, i'll wait. still.

-FY-

Getting 'menyampah' wif 'her'

stress wif 'cik fussy'!
kalau bagus sgt takpe, human make mistake ok, lainlah robot..
kalau rasa can't accept single mistake, hire robot! dun rely on human resource!
plus dun have to worry abt confirmation, increment or bonus, kerah je robot2 tu sampai lingkup!
(ok, fine. mmg tgh marah. more to upset)

hmm.. actually i love my work, my field of work, x kisahla mana2 company pun..
rasanya pasal byk keje, x kisah pun, i dun have any prob with workload..
i want to grow with d company, i want to serve d company well provided, d company should appreciate me as one of their 'intelectual assets'..
BUT,
most of employer out there LACK THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE.
They do not know how to appreciate their staffs.
Do not want to compesate fairly, yg diorang tau nk cut cost jer..
memang tak patut.
tp ape nak buat, these days, manusia mmg dah maju dari segi teknologi tapi makin mundur bab nilai2 murni..

hmm.. just wish he could listen..
wish he can listen whenever i need him..
but he dun have time for me..
not anymore..

:'(

(Harap boleh dush dush minah tu one day!) :p

-FY-

Hujan

Hujan tiba2 lebat.
Sama lebat dengan air mata yg membasahi pipi.
Berkongsi cerita dgn insan yg kuanggap kakak, membuatkan segala rasa yg ditahan, melimpah dlm bentuk linangan air mata dan esakan yg tak terbendung.

"Maybe korang takde jodoh" - kakak.

Rasa diri ingin bersatu dgn air hujan saat itu, membiarkan ia membawa pergi segala kepedihan.

"I dun know whether i have strenght to face the reality, even i know it is impossible"

-FY-

Reason or Decision?

"Mmg syg.. maybe rasa makin lama makin complicated" - A

wif dat, aku menangis lagi.

as if a checkpoint for us.
as if he's ald tired.
as if he can't take it anymore.
as if i'm no longer in his heart..

kenapa sukar sekali aku mengecap kebahagiaan?

-FY-

Why i ignore him?

Have been 3 days now..
i didn't reply his msg..
my heart ache each time he refused..
my heart ache each time he say "NO"..
my heart ache each time he's like half heartedly msg me coz busy wif his work..
my heart ache for simple promises that he had broken..
but,
Ignoring him make my heart hurt so much..
I MISS HIM.

-FY-